Bloggin

I guess I spend a lot of my life not being very confident about my talents and abilities. But for some reason, I really really know that I'm a good writer. I think that's why I'm so drawn to the idea of blogging. I just want to write. Some problems include, one day having many ideas of things to write and other days having zero ideas.

also stuff like this

I also get caught up in weird perfectionist problems. Like there's somehow a perfect way to do a blog and so if I don't do that, then why am I doing this at all? Perfectionism is something I'm fighting all day every day. I'm trying to get away from the all or nothing style of thinking.

Sometimes I think I need to come up with a more focused topic for this blog. I feel like I'm all over the place and there's no common thread to what I'm writing. But really, my audience is me, and I think I've done an excellent job so far of appealing to my audience.

I was trying to take a picture of my hair for some reason

So I guess I'm winning? I'm going to just keep doing what I'm doing and see what happens.